Sunday 22nd July

I had a thought about my investment strategies. I changed quite a lot of strategies which suit me the best. I realized that I need to consolidate my investment instead of diversifying too much. I took quite a number of risks in 2012 resulting in gains and losses. It's a lesson that it's not a heavy losses, yet, the gains did covered the losses, resulting in no losses for 2012.

As we reached the 2nd quarter, I will put some of my investments in long term approach as I am not a day trader like others. Just put there and let it raise while getting my dividends. Hope that the dividends will cover my future house instalments by a few months. I am planning for 2013 purchase for my first house. Well, people said that 1st house is for own stay instead of investing purpose. So I will just buy 1 and travel every weekend back to take care of the house and my car of course. It's gonna be a house without a queen. Wish I can have 1 as a Queen of my house. I will work extra hard starting tomorrow. Of course health is important too.

Saturday 21 July

I woke up late today coz I slept late yest. Thus, I postpone my plan to go to City Square to Sunday. Guess I have to wake up 7am to go to City Square. For the whole day, I did nothing but watching a Taiwanese drama, Fondant Garden. It makes me think of her. Where is she? How is she today? Happy today? I just want to see her smile. I listen to the OST over and over again. Watching this beautiful MV, reminds me of her everyday.

Life

I have many dreams, but can I achieve them? I'd let go some of my dreams, the impossibilities. I tried to find the chances to increase my investment stakes. Within few more months, I will complete my KLSE quest. Then I shall start a new journey towards owning property. A house. How I wish that I can share the house and fill it with the one I love. 2013 is the year where I shall look for property in Johor. I want to have a roof above my head, to provide some security for my love ones. I have to plan for financial freedom as well, as I want to retire early. Who would like to work? I wouldn't want my love ones to work too hard and stress herself over work.

Life isn't just about working. If I can achieve financial freedom, I will bring her all over the world. Can that be achieved? It's a dream. Maybe that's me, and I will be the only one working hard on that. It's tiring to fight alone. Well, I had been walking alone this far all this while. If only I can find the owner to my house, I would give her everything I have. I don't have the handsome look nor am I a flatter person towards girl in reality. Maybe that's hard to captivate any girls. Life.....sometimes I just want to give up hope.....but when I see her smile...I can keep on walking...It's not wrong to love or fond of a person. At this moment, I am wondering what is she doing. How's work? What happen on Sunday's event?

It's time to sleep..It's 1.16am....

When she feels stress...

She is working at home at this hour. Guess, her tension crept into her mind due to the needs of walking around those shops for activities, having paper works undone. How I wish I am beside her, to release her tension, to keep her smiling all the time. If only I can make a fortune of my own, that can bring me some relief in life, I would take care of her forever if she is willing to give me a chance. Feeling sad when she is feeling stress over the work. If I am given a chance, I would work extra mile, so that she doesn't have to work so hard for the living. I will give her all my best in life. The only thing I can do is to send her concerns and messages to ensure that she is stress-free and happy while working. It's always a principle for me, to treat my love ones 120%....Before I sleep, I just pray that she can hang on. I can only have her in my dream, but in reality, will I be given the chance? I really don't know. I don't have the handsome look that can captivate such a pretty girl in my heart, but I hope she can feel my sincerity....

I am listening to this song over and over again...it makes me miss her even more......

Life is Short...

Life is so short that you won't know when will u leave this world. If I ever leave this world, the only regret is not to know her earlier. Watching this Taiwan Drama, Absolute Boyfriend, it makes me think about loving a person true to the heart. I swear I would give everything to her till my very last breath and last day on Earth.
I wanted to call her, but I am too scared. I don't know what to talk, ask or chat, when it comes to someone that I fall for. Everyday, I would think how is her day at work, what she eats, where she wants to go during weekend, whether want to have dinner with me? It's all in my wishlist, guess it will all boil down to dream only. I would not ask for more, just to see her happy and smile.