Losing Job

It is 1am now. Something really bothers me lately. Have anyone ever thought "what's the feeling like when u lose ur job?" I faced that before and nearly fell into that. The feeling was really terrible that it will make you can't sleep through the nite. I kept asking myself: "Why would I want myself to be binded to the job? Is this the life I want? If I am at 40 years old, and it happens to me, what shall I do?" Those were the questions that linger in my mind.

Many people do not think about theur back up plan. They thought that working alone is a satisfaction and a guarantee to live a happy life. Thus, when they reach home, they will just relax, watch TV, eat and finally sleep after a hard work in the office. What happen if this repeat for 20 years? Then suddenly, one of them got fired or down with illness? I am sure that they will say "Luckily I have insurance." The problems are:

1. Do you want to depend on the insurance to take care of the family when you are gone?
2. What's family to you when you don't even have time for them when all you want is working?
3. Do you think that it is sufficient?
4 Do you want to lie down on the bed while the family members suffer from grievences?

They will just say "Ah, it won't happen to me. or I only think about now." Thus, they will only scared when it really happens to them.

Now, I just want to change myself. I don't want to be in such a scenario during the economy crisis in 2009. If it happens every 10 years, what will be my back up plan? That's why I really fight for my business.