Blunt

I met with some new chess friends and it was fun to play with them again. This year's GACC was kind of lesser participants. I played a few games with them and I realized that my attacking was blunt as compared to the past. There was a time when I played real aggressive that I can kill off an opponent. Just as the feeling was gone, the attacking power was gone.

From then onwards, I need to understand back the basic. What is chess? How to play the real game? How to play for win? I lack the power and understanding. I need the motivation again to play if I can get myself a training partner. I need to change myself. Will there be anyone who can change me?

Inside of me, there is an emptiness to fill. The attacking power is blunt. I need a goal. A dream. Hope that this can spur me to move on. I have got to train her as well as to train myself to be in a tip top condition again. GACC 2009. I will be back.