Time to Get Crazy

It's time to get things right. Time flies so fast that I couldn't reflect on what's happened for the past times. I have been training with my retentive memory in chess for the past few days and hopefully within end of this year, I shall have my National rating be above 1600. I need to set my goals on where I must be next year. Dreams and fantasy. Which one is reality that can be achieved? Dreams are often to be connected with fantasy but to achieve bigger dreams, one shall ought to be crazy enough.

The dreams of going up to the podium again to feel the champion's feeling again shall be my priority. By the time I got up the podium, I would thank the special one that make the world so beautiful again. Without the one, I shall not be where I am today. As my motivation is back at the peak to achieve bigger dreams. Now I shall finish the work loads that has piled up for the past 1 year.

In this few years time, chess has accompanied me as a true friend. I had neglected it sometimes but not, I realised that it helps when I want to find myself battle through the competitions. The feeling of battle in life is the same like in chess. The survival of the strongest. What is really retentive memory? It is a kind of memory that someone can reflect back all the movements for the past few years. Bobby Fischer had it. I need to train myself on that.