How is she doing?

I haven't seen her for 2 months. I wonder how is she doing right now. Guess, I don't have the chance to take care of her. I just love to see her smile and eyes. Is she avoiding talking to me? Maybe I need a break from this life and go for a hide out from this world. It's always in my dream that I will bring her to go vacation around. No matter how hard my struggle is, if she ever stands by my side, I will cherish every moments with her. I will leave aside everything. I can only achieve this in my dream. I suppose, it's just will be in a dream for her to be my first girlfriend and soul mate if possible. My feeling now is just like the song below.